This is a new year

***This was supposed to be posted on January 1st***

I love New Years Eve. and day. But for as long as I can remember, I've never actually attended a party with friends or strangers. Most years I've watched the ball drop on tv by myself. And it's not that bad. Refreshing, actually. I make a pact with myself every year at midnight about how the next year is going to go.

Here is what is in store for this year:

-I'm going to be more open with people. I'm very... careful, if you will. I struggle with trusting others with information about me, so I'm cautious about who I let in. I keep to myself unless absolutely necessary, which isn't the best state to be in. I reached a lot of "breaking point"s in 2013 because I wouldn't let anyone in, resulting in me literally exploding with all my emotions. It can't be healthy. So in 2014 I am going to get outside myself, make some new, trusting friendships, and build upon the relationships I already have. Part of this, I think, should include limited vague blog posts. If I can't say their name online, why am I saying it at all? And besides, now you guys will be able to follow my life a little easier. That will also reduce the amount of negative things I say about people and things. Don't worry, there will always be room for a little vague, poetic stuff, but this will be good for me.
-I'm going to serve more. I've gotten kind of selfish over the last year, what with not associating with tons of people. So yay service.
-I'm going to get ripped. haha I know everyone and their child's goldfish makes this goal each year. But my goal for last year was loving myself no matter my physical appearance. I've gotten to the point where I don't hate myself for being "fat", but I know I can improve myself and want to be the healthiest I can be. So I'm committing myself. Please feel free to ask me about my fitness goals whenever you see me, to keep me in check.
-travel (Summer 2014 HOLLER AT YOUR BOY.)
-get a consistent quadruple pirouette on flat and on pointe
-extensions above 110 degrees in all directions, both sides

What are your aspirations and goals for this year?